I love you! You've been such a positive part in my life, that whenever I think of you, things go really well for me! I
think you are a great good luck charm! You are a fabulous person, seeming to be very centered and inspiring to us all! I love to see your face or think about
you, one day I hope I get to meet you. That would be like my life's dream, especially on a count of what happened there with the Heathen album! Oh -
everyone says hi!
Well, it's still the 8th over here - did you think I would forget? And I keep saying, "next time i'll talk to him." Well, if I could believe
myself if I saw you, maybe I could walk up to you and say that again - or shall you be blocking my way all sinsiter like you were on your labrynith pose.
And I must appologise, for years drugs clouded my head, and if we got out of control on your other board - well, it was tiger's fault, (and spyder may have
noticed that), but thankfully Tiger took the blame for the curset way I would act, but it's too bad he's banned here now, in precursor to what he might
do methinks. But, anyway, those were fun days - wern't they? I don't really believe if I went on your board now things would be a bore. It would be fun
just because you are there! I hope you read this today.
Happy Anniversary! It was like 9 years ago since we sort of met! Thank you for those times, the love still runs right thru me - thinking of you - and i'll
never give you up! You give hope and strength - remember that!
Happy Birthday tomorrow for dear ole' dead John, still.
I still meditate, and do it better now the 'Ah' one seems to work for me. Invocing the creativity of the gods with the ending in their name,
'ah' like Shiva, Krishna, Athena, Buddah, Alah, and many others, you picture that you have what you already want without doubt (like your love) and it
is already there! Then for 20 minutes you chant, 'aaaaahhhhhhhhh,' and it's really nice. I am learning Veddic chants too! The 'Ma-Om' is a
great meditation too; breathe in 'ma' and think of divine love - breath out 'om' think of divine light. Those are my two favorite techniques.
Next time I won't be suprised in you just float on by after one of those.
Happy Birthday John, we still love you and wish for your world!
Peace to all.
Love,
Kathi 

